Monday, July 10, 2006

Econs test is a definitely a F for me. I seriously cant do the paper, serve me right for not studying. And I am too occupied with some things that I cant take it off my mind, my ant-sized brain is too small to fit anything else in.

Its really a long day for me. I watched the finals till 5am in the morning and was half-dead already. Its good that they had a draw 1-1. hahahaha, and i won some money.HAHA. Then Iwoke up at 8am in the same morning for my medical appointment. Lots of thanks to Mommy for accompanying me. I think my Mommy ROCK.
And i reached home like almost 2? Slept till 3 and got up to prepare for school (Econs test started at 5). So right now, my head's hurting like whatever you can think of.

After that dumb test, I wanted to meet up with Dar and Dear to make me feel in place with the world. I really feel so out of place today and I dont like it.
Had M for dinner and with those juicy gossips again, my dear is soinlove now and i'm so envious lah. hahaha, i feel so tired, if theres someone who can share all my stupid trouble with me, that would be the best thing to happen to me.




Whatever happened to the friendship that we used to share? Gone with the wind? I once felt so attached to you and now, we are nothing more than just strangers. The laughter we used to share, the jokes we used to laugh at. Its just memories now. Choosing to drift apart was not what I wanted, I simply felt too insignificant in your life. If leaving the school means the end of our friendship, I rather stayed in school forever, for as long as we can maintain the close friendship we had. You have your own clique while I had mine, but we still could be good friends but now, it all seem so shallow. Change of environment equals to the change of friends, well if you think so, I'm really disappointed and apologetic at the same time. Sorry for not making this relationship stronger and steadier. I really miss you, my friend.